Winter

It’s cold, we've no money and it’s the last day of college. I haven't eaten (proper) meat for over a week now, I'm f***ing ravenous. I dream of chicken/pork/mince....anything. On the upside, it’s nearly Xmas hahahaha!! *rolls eyes* If I even gave a fuck, it would count for something. Simon got over from Singapore. All we have to pray for now is that Belle makes it over safe and hassle free. Come on UK, its only snow.....Ok, admission, I have £10 in my pocket. I want to get Blu something for Xmas. Even if it’s a bar of white chocolate and a card.

It looks lovely outside, all snowy and pretty. I still do have a kind of childlike wonder when it snows. Guess I should appreciate it while it’s here.

Still feeling out of place in college. I'v got so much to do but find it hard to motivate myself. The holidays are the time for getting work done (wishfull thinking)

We (Blu and I) have to wait until at least 12:30pm to find out if were getting hardship. Fingers X'd!! If not then i don't know WHAT we'll do. I'm SOOOOO hungry!!

"I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth and
indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly
frame the earth seems to me a sterile promotory; this most
excellent canopy the air, look you, this mighty o'rehanging
firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire; why, it
appeareth nothing to me but a foul and pestilent congregation of
vapours. What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, how
infinite in faculties, how like an angel in aprehension, how like
a God! The beauty of the world, paragon of animals; and yet to
me, what is this quintessence of dusk. Man delights not me, no,
nor women neither, nor women neither"


What more can be said??


Merry Xmas, whoever you are, where'ever you are!!